March 4, 2012
Sermon by Peter Terpenning
Community United Church of Christ
Boulder, Colorado
“Receiving New Names and Letting Go of Self”
Genesis 17:1-7, 15-16, Mark 8:31-38
There’s an old joke I like: A small plane with 5 passengers develops engine trouble and the pilot comes back into the passenger area, throws open the door and as wind rushes in says: “The plane is going down, I have my parachute here, but the bad news is that there are 5 of you and only 4 more parachutes, thank you for flying with us, I hope you have a pleasant evening, whatever your final destination will be”, and he jumps out the door. Almost immediately, a woman jumps up and says: “I am a prominent brain surgeon, my patients are relying on me and I must survive” grabbing one of the parachutes she jumps out the door. A moment later a man runs forward, grabbing another parachute and says: I am an important lawyer, my firm does many important things and would be lost without me” and he jumps out. Another man heads for the door saying: “I am the smartest man in the world. My IQ is so high I won’t name it rather than embarrass you, but it is imperative that I survive and jumps out the door. There are two passengers left, a teenage boy and an elderly clergyman. The old man says: “My son, I have had a long life and a good one, you have your whole life ahead of you, take the last parachute and save your life”. The young man responded: “Thank you very much, sir, but there’s not need to worry, there are still 2 parachutes. The smartest man in the world just jumped out of the plane wearing my backpack”.
In Mark today, Jesus is talking about his death and the purpose of life and gives the disciples a short, but not so sweet lesson: “For those who want to save their life must lose it . . . and those who lose their life for my sake will save it.” It is our human nature to want to save our lives, protect them, keep ourselves safe and warm, be successful and have people say good things about us. We want to save our lives. Unfortunately, much of Christian teaching has been corrupted to play on this fear and give people a set of rules they can live by in order to go to heaven and save their lives. Yet Jesus doesn’t teach this, he tells us to let go of our lives, “You cannot serve God and Mammon (that is self-gain). Jesus taught crazy things, like love of enemies and blessing the poor and meek. He says, “Forget self, take up your cross and follow me”. Forget self, what did he mean?
In Genesis we have the story of Abram and Sarai getting new names. God has promised them they will be parents of nations, and will have a child in their old age. Because of following God they get new names: Abraham and Sarah. Abram means “great father” and Abraham means “father of many”. Sarah means “princess” or mother of kings. What’s with the new names? Others in the Bible get new names. Jacob becomes Israel after he wrestles with God and is left limping. He accepts a new identity as God’s servant. Saul, the persecutor of Christians, a Pharisee, gets a new name, Paul, after he meets Jesus on the Damascus road and pledges his life to follow Jesus. Simon the apostle gets a new name from Jesus, Peter, Rock, for on this rock God will build a church. In the book, the Wizard of Earthsea by Ursula La Guin the wizards have power over other things and creatures by using their true names. And no wizard lets anyone know their real name. The wizard Ged, who is the hero, is known as Sparrowhawk, never Ged. Technically, every Christian gets a new name at baptism. We baptize with names, “what name will be given this child?” I ask when I make a sign of a cross with water on the baby’s forehead. When we are baptized we die to our old self and rise up out of the water and new selves – new beings – servants of God. So we get new names.
This shift in identity is what is happening to Abram and Sarai. At the very beginning of Jesus’ ministry he had to decide who he would serve, himself of God. He goes into the desert and has the opportunity to make himself bread, to own all the world, to throw himself off the temple and safe. He has the chance to have power, self-preservation and self-aggrandizement, but he rejects it. We work, we buy clothes and food, we build structures of self-protection: houses, armies, nuclear shields. We try to be successful to live long lives, to have eternal life, even. Idealism is fine, but life is tough and real. As Scrooge said: “There is nothing on which the world is so hard as poverty”. So how do we get beyond this self-preservation? Jesus said that God arrays the lilies of the field, they neither spin nor weave, and how much more worth are we than lilies. We are asked to trust God and let go of our fear and our search for security and success. Much of the evil in the world originates with fear and urges of self-protection. Prejudice, war, fences along borders, health care costs. Hitler built the Third Reich on fear: fear of Communism and the Jews.
I have been reading about Mohandas Gandhi in interesting book, Lead, Kindly Light, by Vincent Sheean, a journalist who interviews Gandhi in the last three days before his death and was present in the garden when a Hindu fundamentalist shot Gandhi. He said he received two gifts from Gandhi: a belief in the power of non-violence, and second and most important, Gandhi gave him faith in God. Gandhi said in his autobiography that his life was an experiment in Truth. He did have faith in God, and believed that God is Truth and Truth is God. To discover the Truth: the right way to live, to eat, to dress, to bring change to society, to serve people – all this is to discover God. It is interesting that Gandhi received a new name from the people of India – Mahatma, Great Soul. He hated the name, he just wanted to be Mohandas, but with his search for Truth, he got a new name. I have read a lot about Gandhi, it’s a sort of obsession with me, and before I read this book I had never thought about the fact that the most important thing about Gandhi was his faith in God and effort to let go of self-aggrandizement.
We are studying Wisdom Teachers in our Adult Ed class on Mondays. And one thing they all have in common is faith in God and the letting go of self. Jesus, Gandhi, St. John of the Cross, St. Francis of Assisi, Leo Tolstoy, Buddha, Julian of Norwich, Oscar Romero, Howard Thurman –they all sought to diminish self and claim a new identity as connected to all things. Oneness – unitive thinking, the larger Self, the True Self, which is God. They all emphasize selfless action and compassion – love of God and other creatures.
This is not to say that we are all supposed to martyr ourselves and die for our faith, necessarily. We aren’t supposed to become doormats and put up with abusive relationships or unjust action by others. Rather, it is about trust. We put our fear behind us, lose our focus on our lives, our striving for success, for security, for people saying good things about us, for power, and seek to follow God: the larger Self, the transcendent and immanent spirit of the Universe, the unitive spirit of connection to all things, the Truth. “For those who want to save their life must lose it . . . and those who lose their life for my sake will save it.”
Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the German pastor who opposed Hitler and was hung in a concentration camp just days before the Allies liberated the camp, wrote: “When a person really gives up trying to make something out of themselves – a saint, as converted sinner, a churchman or clerical somebody, a righteous or unrighteous person…when in the fullness of tasks and questions and success…a man (or woman) throws themselves into the arms of God…then that person wakes with God in Gethsemane”.